Small Enough to Save

Blue Commute (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Blue Commute (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Blue Commute (III). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

“There are ducks at Howard Beach, and herons farther on at Jamaica Bay, and odd watery vistas all the way from Broad Channel to Far Rockaway. The train travels on a causeway past sleepy fishing villages and wood frame houses, and it’s all ducks and geese until the train reaches the far side of the bay, where the dingier bungalows and the housing projects begin. Then, roughly at Frank Avenue station, the Atlantic Ocean pounds past jetties of black rocks, not far from the tracks; and at Mott Avenue is the sprawling two-storey town of Far Rockaway, with its main street and its slap-happy architecture and its ruins. It looks like its sister-cities in Ohio and Rhode Island, with just enough trees to hide its dullness, and though part of it is in a state of decay, it looks small enough to save.” —Paul Theroux, “Subterranean Gothic”

(for “Visitors,” a new series of photographs taken on the Boston subway)

Plinth

Plinth (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Plinth (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

“Two events drew Kneeshaw’s attention away from the Green Child. One was the death of this father, together with the expanding trade of the mill—the mill absorbed more and more of his time and energy. The other event was less creditable. One summer day he discovered the kitchenmaid asleep in the barn where the hay was kept. She was lying on her back, her limbs open and abandoned. The sudden lust that swept over Kneeshaw met no resistance, and from that time onwards Kneeshaw’s natural desires were completely satisfied by this subordinate member of the household.”—Herbert Read, The Green Child

That Memorable Night in March

Matinee (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Matinee (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Matinee (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Matinee (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

“Spiritually a year of profound gloom and indigence until that memorable night in March, at the end of the jetty, in the howling wind, never to be forgotten, when suddenly I saw the whole thing. The vision, at last. This I fancy is what I have chiefly to record this last evening, against the day when my work will be done and perhaps no place left in my memory, warm or cold, for the miracle that…(hesitates)…for the fire that set it alight. What I suddenly saw then was this, that the belief I had been going on all my life, namely—(Krapp switches off impatiently, winds tape forward, switches on again)…“—Samuel Beckett, Krapp’s Last Tape

Taciturn, Alit

Color Study (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Color Study (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Color Study (III). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

“In the mid 1970’s, I began to be drawn towards places of cultural tension: borders, the edges of societies, worlds that have been transformed by an outside — often northern —  culture. I was intrigued by the rawness, the tensions, and the emotional immediacy of the streets in these places. I was working in black and white then. But, by the late 1970’s,  I realized there was another emotional note that had to be reckoned with: the intense, vibrant color and the searing light of these worlds, so different than the gray-brown reticence of my New England background. That moment — when I discovered color in the late 1970’s — is where this book begins.”—Alex Webb, Notes on The Suffering of Light

(Some experiments with color, inspired by the great Alex Webb.)

Not Like Tramps

Cromwell. © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Cromwell. © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Wait It Out. © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Wait It Out. © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Return. © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Return. © Chris Bronsk 2014.

“And here was another place and another girl. Oh, how lonely she was, from away back in Minnesota. A good family too. Sure, honey. Tell my tired ears about your good family. They owned a lot of property, and then the depression came. Well, how sad, how tragic. And now you work down here in a Fifth Street dive, and your name is Evelyn, poor Evelyn, and the folks out here too, and you have the cutest sister, not like the tramps you meet down here, a swell girl and you ask me if I want to meet your sister.” —John Fante, Ask the Dust

Riding the Waves

Buds (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Buds (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Chief (II), Seattle. © Chris Bronsk 2012.
Chief (II), Seattle. © Chris Bronsk 2012.
Buds (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.
Buds (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

“Their stories fells upon me as waves. The more I listened, the farther away I got. And though, after years, I could hear their punchlines coming, I could weigh their contradictions like lemons on a scale and count their crinkled inaccuracies—even within their private realms of truth—they never became familiar. That intimacy, grown out of their need to tell and my having, simply, to be there, became a kind of insulation against knowing them. So in the end, how could I knock them for wanting to be alone? Hadn’t I, in all those visits, buoyed myself in their stories just to stay apart?”

—from “The Visitor”

(Words and images by © Chris Bronsk 2014.)

Celluloid

Celluloid (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.Take It Or Leave It. © Chris Bronsk 2014.Celluloid (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

“I’m not capable of describing my own liberation as a series of plausible events; I lack the ability to convey the evolutionary history of my own resurrection–I present only these epiphanic stanzas, though my resurrection too was like an epiphany, like a haiku; it was like a single line of poetry, unerring as lightning.”

—Jerzy Pilch, from The Mighty Angel

 

Voyagers

Facade (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Facade (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

See on the canals
Those vessels sleeping.
Their mood is adventurous;
It’s to satisfy
Your slightest desire
That they come from the ends of the earth.
— The setting suns
Adorn the fields,
The canals, the whole city,
With hyacinth and gold;
The world falls asleep
In a warm glow of light.

—Charles Baudelaire, from “Invitation to the Voyage” in Flowers of Evil

Showrooms

Showroom (I). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Showroom (II). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Showroom (III). © Chris Bronsk 2014.

Day after day, along with his placid
automobiles, that well-groomed
sallow young man had been waiting for
me, as in the cheerful, unchanging
weather of a billboard—pacing
the tiles, patting his tie, knotting, un-
knotting the façade of his smile
while staring out the window.
He was so bad at the job
he reminded me of myself
the summer I failed
at selling Time and Life in New Jersey.

Jonathan Holden, from “Car Showroom”